They Cheyenne Carnegie Public Library--the first built in the country--was a regular stop on my summer perambulations. |
Note: I’ve
damn near burned myself out with long posts requiring heavy research this
week. Started another one and realized
that I would be up all night to finish it.
So I’m digging in to the archives—from exactly one year ago to be exact—an
pulling out this memoir piece with a minor adjustment to the intro.
The
weather in the Mid-West has been odd
this week. They tell us the Polar Vortex has returned. The days have been filled with sparkling but
cool sunshine—perfect for late September or early October—and the night almost
chilly with a huge waning moon glimpsed through open windows. Just the kind of summer weather we often had
back where I grew up. Good day for
idling, if you can get away with it, for letting your mind drift back to other
summers long ago and far away…
Take
those in Cheyenne, Wyoming a half a
century or so ago. Which one to
pick? Each was a little different as I
drifted from childhood into my early teens.
Let’s pick, say, 1963 for no good reason other than it popped into my
head first. I would have been 14,
between years at Cary Junior High.
We
lived, as we had since a traumatic move in second grade, in a ranch style house
with a single car open carport on Cheshire
Drive, the last block after a steep hill before the town suddenly ended in
open prairie. The long runway of the airport
ran on the other side of a barbed wire fence along the alley behind our
house. You could while away some hours
some days watching the National Guard play
with their Air Force hand-me-down F-100 fighters, or United Airlines pilot trainees from Denver practicing take offs and landing over and over with their jet liners. Except for the jets, which did not fly every
day, and the ever-present wind, it was a remarkably quiet neighborhood where
the Meadowlarks sang their sweet
song from the fence wire every morning and evening.
That
summer the old neighborhood gang that had spent summers in endless imaginary games
of backyard war, or cowboys and Indians with a little hide and seek and
backyard baseball with red rubber balls thrown in, was drifting apart. My twin brother Tim, the good looking one, had gone off with the older boys led by King Van Winkle. I was allowed, grudgingly, to tag along
occasionally, but was not really welcome.
That
summer they resurrected a half tumbled down dug out they had built the year before in a futile attempt to turn
a stretch of prairie burr, sage brush, button cactus, and tumbleweed into a
ball diamond. This year by
scouring/looting construction sites for 2x4s, 1x6 planking, and plywood they
had built the most elaborate two-story fort
ever from which to base their operations, which were not always as innocent
as Little Rascals short.
There
was a crawl through door with a school combination lock on the hasp—I was never
trusted with the combination—leading to the dug-out first floor. Then a trap door led to the second level,
which was divided into two small rooms.
Since the first floor would fill with water after a rare thunderstorm,
the second floor was where they kept their treasures—girly magazines and liquor
pilfered from their parents—and did their most secret stuff. Which was mostly smoking. You could see clouds of smoke ooze between
the ill-fitting wall planks and smell the place a hundred yards down wind on a
good day. I was told that King knew
certain girls who would come over and put-out for booze and cigarettes. This may or may not have been true. There was also card playing, the stakes often
being stuff shoplifted from local stores or liberated from open garages. It was that kind of place.
In
late summer, just before school started, some irate neighbor, maybe the father
of one of those legendary girls, pushed the place down with his pickup truck.
Meanwhile
the younger kids, led by Joe Miranda and
his hoard of sibling just down the block, were still playing the kid games that
had lost interest for me most days. Or
they were busy afternoons with Little
League. I had washed out of
baseball—the only organized sport that ever interested me—a couple of years
beore after I suffered the humiliation of being sent down to a lower age group
because I was ball shy in the outfield, slow on the bases, and unable to
connect at the plate except for dribbling ground balls that faster kids might
have beaten out, but which I never did.
My
Dad, who used to play lazy catch with me and my brother after dinner on summer
evenings, was mostly gone that summer.
He had finally been forced out of his job as Secretary of the Wyoming Travel Commission, the last Republican agency head hold over after the
Democrats took over the Governor’s mansion. He had converted the bed room my brother and
I used to share into the offices the important sounding Willard Murfin and Associates—but there were no associates, just
Dad. He was busy running from Omaha to Salt Lake City trying to organize the Highway 30/Interstate 80 association, recruiting motel and restaurant owners, local Chambers
of Commerce, and the operators local tourist attractions. The Association would hire his fledgling
company to promote tourism along the route.
It was a struggle and he was clearly worried that this venture would not
work out.
Mom,
no-longer a Den Mother, had immersed
herself in one of her new projects. That
year I think it was making copper jewelry, or maybe it was reupholstering all
of our living room furniture with nubby, uncomfortable nylon fabric and then
moving on to the neighbors. She was too
busy to be much concerned with me as long as I was home for dinner. Which was good, because after one of these manic spurts of activity was over, the depression took over and she went,
well, crazy taking a keen interest in my many deficiencies and embarrassments
to the family and meeting out discipline with beatings from the sharp wire
handle of a flyswatter against by naked ass.
So
I was pretty much on my own that summer.
Which suited me just fine. My
nerdiness was ready to come full flower left on my own.
Since
Dad had taken over our upstairs bedroom, Tim and I were happily ensconced in
the unfinished basement, on which Dad had been puttering on ever since we moved
in six years before. He had managed to
get up the paneling on half the exterior walls of the basement and studded out
the future rooms. These were now divided
by hanging up Mom’s evidently endless supply of chenille bedspreads. Dad had
also got around to putting up pegboard on the furnace room walls to hold his
tools.
Tim
made his bedroom in the windowless corner of the basement on the other side of
the peg board. He had painted the bare
cement walls black and illuminated his room with strings of Christmas tree
lights and decorated with his collection of vintage monster movie photos and
model cars. He had custody of the record
player. He was officially the hippest 14
year old in Cheyenne.
My
room across the bedspread had the light of a window well in the morning. My books were on steel shelving and a little
steel study desk with an attached lamp from Woolworth’s sat in one corner.
I had the family’s old wood cabinet Atwater-Kent
radio with shortwave band which I
used mostly to listen to far away night baseball games or to try and pick up
foreign stations like the BBC or Radio Cuba.
The
rest of the basement was divided between the laundry room and the Den where we had the old Motorola console TV and a couple of chrome and Naugahyde chairs dad had got from some friend when his office
closed. My personal collection of Time magazines
was stacked on a low table. Our old toy box sat neglected at the far end of
the room. Mostly we watched the
Tonight Show down there after
our parents had gone to bed.
Downtown Cheyenne decked out for Frontier Days in the last week of July. |
On
a typical summer morning I rose late—9 or 10 and made my own breakfast, usually
a bowl of Cheerios and buttered
toast with strawberry jam. I had to
attend our black Dachshund Fritz Von
Schlitz. I usually unchained him
from his dog house and took him for a walk then cleaned up the lawn.
My
other summer chore was lawn care, for which I was paid $5 a week. Mowing
had become easier that year. Dad had
finally replaced the old push mower with gas power motor from the Coast to Coast store. It was powder blue and I could get it started
after a struggle. With this improvement
I was able to finish the whole lawn in two or three hours. Previously I would work about two hours a day
doing part of the lawn and when I was finished I would have to start all over
again. This freed up my days
considerably.
In
the evenings I had to water which
meant putting out little sprinklers in the small front yard, but setting up a
major irrigation project in the long back yard that stretched toward the
airport. I had one of those rotating sprinklers
that turned every time the stream of water was struck by a little arm—you know
the type. And on many hoses strung
together I ran a cast-iron crawling tractor.
I would have to move the hoses every couple of hours.
But
all of that left my day mostly free and I was on my own to roam Cheyenne at
will.
Picture
me that summer as I set off on one of my daily trips. I had outgrown the old gray felt hat pinned
up on one side with an Army insignia
on one side in honor of my childhood here, Theodore
Roosevelt and his Rough Riders. And Dad’s World War II oversees cap that I had worn during a later period of
re-enacting the old war movies I saw on TV.
I was going for a more grown up look.
The hat of choice that summer was battered white Panama straw with a snap brim I had obtained at some thrift
store. My glasses were plastic tortoise
shell and thick. I was wearing last year’s
warm weather school clothes. Mom had
bought six identical short sleeve sport shirts in pale green, tan, and powder
blue at J.C. Penny for a couple of
bucks a peace. They were getting a
little ratty and too tight. In the
breast pocket I had a plastic pocket
protector from a gas station in which I carried a Schaefer cartridge fountain pen, and a Scripto mechanical pencil, a little leatherette covered notebook, and a pocket comb. I was surely
the only kid in Cheyenne who went abroad on a summer day ready for school. My jeans were by then worn out at the knee
and repaired by Mom’s iron-on patches. I had a coin purse and a Cub Scout pocket knife in one pocket
and a bill-fold with a picture of Ava
Gardner still in the little widow containing, if I was lucky, a dollar or
two. A dingy white handkerchief hung
limply out of the same hip pocket for wiping my face of sweat on a hot
day. In the other back pocket I jammed a
paperback book. The look was finished off with black Wellington boots, the toes by then nicked
and scuffed, the heels worn down.
Sometimes
I hopped on my red and white Firestone
coaster break bike with the wire
basket on the handlebars, especially if I planned to bring anything home. But usually I set off on foot. I always enjoyed walking, just ambling along
gaping at anything that caught my attention.
Among my frequent destinations were downtown
for a visit to Woolworths and maybe
pie at the Luncheonette if I had
money to spare or to the Carnegie Public
Library to drop off or search for books.
Both of these were a good walk from home.
But
most days I headed over to Holiday Park over
by Lincolnway where Highway 30 came through town. On the way I would likely stop at Hoy’s Drug/MainDiner to look at the
magazine racks and check out the rotating paperback
book rack for new arrivals. That
summer I was spending a lot of my money on those books—Bantam, Cardinal, Dell, Gold Seal, and Fawcett editions, mostly 35 cents each but 50 cents for a big fat
one. That’s where I procured the books I
stuffed in my jeans. While there I
might, if flush and the day was warm, get a black cow at the soda
fountain.
My summer refuge--on the outstretched limb of an old willow over Lake Minnehaha reading a book. |
It
was a good hike to Holiday Park but on a hot day I was rewarded by the ample
shade of many mature trees. If there were
no little kids at the playground, or any adults to see me, I would stop to push
the merry-go-round with the diamond
plate deck, each pie wedge shaped section painted a different color. When it was going as fast as I could make it
spin, I would jump on and lay on my back looking at the arching cottonwoods and the puffy white clouds
against the blue sky whirl. I might
amble over the swings, too and pumping as hard as I could swig up even with the
bars, leaping off at the very top of the arch when I was finished. But never if anyone could see. It would have spoiled my new adult image.
That
was the summer that they rolled the Big
Boy locomotive, one of the biggest steam engines ever built, down
Lincolnway from the Union Pacific yards
and shops putting rails down in front of it and picking them up from
behind. I had watched that operation and
watched them push the engine down a slope into a corner of the park where it
was put on display. Back then it was not
fenced off and I could go over and climb aboard, lay my hand upon the throttle
and poke my head out the side window of the cab. As a much younger boy I had seen these huge
engines come through town and make up the two mile trains they carried over Sherman Hill. I had watched them take water from the tanks
and waved at the conductor and brakeman in their yellow caboose.
But
those things were a distraction to my real destination—a certain ancient willow tree that stretched a comfortable,
sturdy arm over the muddy waters of the pond the city grandiosely called Lake Minnehaha in the center of the
park. There was a perfect perch. I settled in with the book from my jeans for
two or three hours of uninterrupted—except by occasional day dreaming—reading.
And
what was I reading that summer? Well, I
remember Horn of the Hunter: The Story of an African Safari by Robert Ruak, a memoir with—the boy sang
hallelujah—sex scenes as well as hairy chested hunting in the Hemingway mold. Indulging my taste for history and war there
were editions of Bruce Canton’s Stillness at Appomattox and The
Longest Day by Cornelius
Ryan. On the fiction side of the
same interest there was Fifty-Five Days at Peking with the
cover featuring the lovely Ms. Garner and rugged Charlton Hesston, and Hemmingway’s For Whom the Bell Tolls
from my mother’s bookshelf, not the drug store rack. I also enjoyed a good laugh. Nothing did that better than Leonard Wimbley’s The Mouse that Roared and Jean
Kern’s The Snake Had All the Lines. And I picked up some show business
memoirs—Jack Parr’s I Kid You Not comes to mind.
There were more—I plowed through a lot of books, good and bad that
summer.
When
the shadows on the water lengthened and my butt grew numb it was time for the
long walk home, with maybe a stop at a gas
station to drop a nickel into the ice
chest and weave my bottle of Coke through
the maze. It always was super cold from
the icy water. Nothing was better on a
hot day. And after polishing it off,
always a peek at the bottom to see where bottle was made.
I
generally made home just about the time Mom rang the brass dinner bell she had mounted on a post of the porch. On a good day I may not have spoken to
another soul except for maybe the soda jerk.
My
brother would trail in reeking of cigarette smoke, which my mother never
noticed because she smoked endless Newports
herself. We ate on TV trays in the living room and watched the summer re-runs with a bowl of ice cream.
Before
heading downstairs at ten, I often stepped out into the yard with Fritz. No matter how hot the day had been, Cheyenne
summer evenings were cool and crisp. In
the back, away from the street lights, I could see the whole brilliant smear of
the Milky Way arching across the
sky, millions of stars so clear it seemed I could reach out and touch
them. In the distance a UP freight could
be heard clearing the crest if the high plateau Pine Bluffs on the Nebraska line.
Downstairs
I would watch the Tonight Show then climb into bed with a book. Over on his side of the chenille curtain, Tim
would be playing stacks of 45’s.
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